Chapter 0161
Chapter 0161
**Josie’s POV**
Luke collapses onto my back, both of us completely spent. We breathe heavily in tandem as we come back down to earth. Once he’s recovered enough he begins placing kisses over my shoulder blades. I hear Axel and Deacon leave the room, giving me and Luke a moment alone.
“Fuck, I missed you, Goddess,” he breathes between kisses
“I missed you too,” I respond with a contented hum.
Whilst I have enjoyed some alone time with Deacon to catch up on missed time, I’ve realised I am far too greedy in the bedroom for just one lover. Despite my powers, I’ve never felt more like a Grey than I do at this moment. I was made to love and be loved by multiple men. I can’t believe was ever worried about this. That I thought it was so wrong. How could I not want five men who worship me, take care of me and love me like this? Emotion bubbles. within me until it spills over. Tears leak from my eyes, absorbed by the tie that still covers them and a sob escapes my mouth.
“What’s wrong?” Luke asks, his tone full of concern as he helps me back upright and pulls me to his chest. I wrap my arms around him and just absorb the feel of him in my arms. He wraps one arm around me and uses the other to pull the tie from my eyes. I screw my eyes shut the room seeming far too bright.
“I just love you so much, all of you,” I cry and I feel Luke relax.
“I love you too, Josie, we all do,” he breathes.
“I want us all together. I hate being separated like this,”
“I know, and that’s why me and Axe are here. Let me get you cleaned up and then we will explain,” he says, the nerves from him trickling through the bond making me worried and curious. Luke lifts me and I wrap my legs around his waist. He carries me to the bathroom and puts me down to turn on the water. I tie my hair up in a bun before stepping under the hot water with Luke. He picks up a sponge and squirts soap onto it before bringing it to my shoulder and working up a lather with it all the way down to my toes.
“You are so beautiful,” he smiles as he admires my body once he’s done cleaning me. I take the sponge from him and return the favour. Washing the sweat and sex from his body.
the jackpot in the hot bonds lottery,” I hum in appreciation as I stop to take a good look at him.
“You need to stop looking at me like that or I’ll get you all dirty again and we have things to discuss,” he half laughs and I smirk.
I’m not opposed to him ‘dirtying‘ me again, but he’s right. We have things to talk about. I turn off the water and Luke steps out, grabbing a towel to wrap around me. He wraps a towel around his waist and then pulls me in for another hug, inhaling deeply. His body suddenly tenses and I wait for what I know is coming as he processes my scent. He steps back, his eyes searching mine, full of emotion. I smile at him and nod at his unspoken question. His eyes move to my flat stomach and he places a shaky hand there. He closes his eyes and inhales deeply through his nose. Excitement, joy, love and fear pulse through the bond and a lone tear rolls down his face.
know it’s not ideal timing but…” I start.
“It doesn’t matter. Fate decided it was time to bless us and Fate doesn’t make mistakes,” he smiles and pulls me in, kissing the top of my head.
“You can’t tell Mason and Theo, not yet,” I urge.
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“Of course not, it would be cruel for them to know given our current situation,” he agrees. “Oh I can’t wait to see Mason’s face when he finds out, he’s going to shit a brick,” he throws his head back and laughs. I chew nervously on my bottom lip.
“That’s what I’m worried about,” I admit.
“Sorry, Sweetness. He will be fine once he gets over the inal shock. Don’t worry,” he reassures. “We were all expecting this to happen soon, now that you have bonded with D, It’s just a shock that it was Mason who was the first to make it happen. The question is how it happened because he should still be firing blanks, as you so eloquently put it,”
“Deacon thinks it may have had something to do with the healing process,” I tell him.
“Possibly, that’s the only plausible explaination I can think of right now,” Luke nods, “Does Axel know?”
“Yes, he figured it out just after you got here,”
“I smelt Mason on you as soon as I woke up, but I thought was the void messing with me,” he shakes his head and laughs again.
“You were a little disoriented, that’s why we didn’t tell you. I figured you’d work it out when you were ready,”
“Everything makes sense now, the funky tea and the coffee aversion. Then the cheese and pancakes, I thought you were just a little weird,” he laughs and I smack his chest playfully.
“Speaking of cheese, I need my fix,” I say as my mouth waters at the mention of it.
We get dressed and join Axel in the kitchen, he slides a cup of coffee towards Luke with a smile and hands me a glass of juice.
“I can’t believe we are going to be fathers,” Luke grabs Axe and hugs him.
“I’m surprised it took you so long to figure out,” Axel pats his back with a laugh and I smile as they share their
joy.
“Where is D?” I ask.
“He went to pick up some clothes that actually fit me, and to buy more cheese,” Axel says and I nod, making my way over to the fridge. I pull out the small block of cheese that’s left and cut a few slices off to nibble on.
“You all feel happy,” Theo’s voice enters my mind along with his sadness.
“Good morning, Theo. I missed you. Did you sleep well?” ask, feeling guilty that he’s not here.
“Not really, I did have a great sex dream though. I assume you brought that on,” he says and I feel his humour.
“You’re welcome,” 1 joke, “How are you?”
“Pissed, hurt, losing hope,” he admits and my heart breaks for him.
“I’m coming home to you, Theo, I promise. I’m going to find a way, and soon. I’m sure of it. I feel it in my gut,” I tell him, and it’s the truth, I’ve never felt more sure about anything.
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Chapter 0162
