Chapter 124
Chapter 124
Greyson’s POV:
The space in front of me looked blurry and hard as I tried, I couldn’t get anything to make sense, just the same way it had been for the past week now. I could at this point conclude that I had never felt this miserable or empty in my entire life.
Not even when my mate died did I feel this way.
There was such an empty, hollow feeling in my chest and over the last two weeks I had tried to fill the void but to no avail.
The office that I was sat in was currently upside down, torn from top to bottom by my maniac rage that would overcome me every once in a while, same with my bedroom and the bottles of alcohol that were scattered around me also evidences of my suffering.
When Freya and Jessy had begun to matter so much in my life wouldn’t be able to tell, but now that they were gone, it truly felt like they took a part of me with them.
I missed Freya so much, her scent, the sound of her laughter, her open book kind of face and how happy she made me. I missed listening to her argue with Jessy too.
And Jessy, my real child. I couldn’t possibly tell how many times had wished that she were my real child but even without the knowledge that she was, I still loved her like she came from me and I missed her more than I could express.
Goddess knew that I understood Freya’s hurt. I hated myself even more for what I had done, but I just wished I had access to her. I wish I knew where she had gone and I could at least begin trying to fix it
Maybe I was cursed. That would be the only explanation to this cycle. The cycle where I loved with all my heart and then they left in one way or another. I hated every part of it. But I wanted to end this cycle, I wanted to break this cycle and be with Freya and Jessy forever.
A knock came on the door but I ignored it. The only person that had dared to disturb me in this last two weeks had been Smith and whenever he came around he just said a bunch of rubbish stuff that I didn’t care for one bit.
Knowing it would be him, I ignored the knock. He was going to come in anyway whether or not I wanted him to do so there was no need to use my voice. My throat was hurting as it was.
The knock came again, this time louder and I furrowed my brows in confusion, Smith only knocked once to announce himself before he usually pushed open the door.
The door creaked open slowly and a mop of raven hair popped their head into the office. Smith had blonde hair. Right? Fuck, I shouldn’t have drunk so much. I sat up properly on the chair and squinted my eyes. The door pushed open fully and she walked in
Zoe?
Why was she here? I had given strict orders to not be disturbed, would call if I needed anything.
“Master?” She called out carefully but I ignored her, watching as he continued to walk slowly towards me, weighing my
reactions.
She got to the front of me and gently pushed aside the bottles that occupied the table and then she perched there.
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Chapter 124
“Master. I’m sorry Freya left. I know how much she meant to your Zoe began but I remained quiet.
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She hopped off the table and moved behind me, then without any warning, she began a slow massage on my shoulders.
She isn’t worth it though. Neither her nor Jessy is worth you feeling this way, looking this way.” She said again, her fingers moving lower and lower on my body.
I furrowed my brows in confusion. Was it my drunk state or was Zoe trying to make a move on me? I was still trying to wrap my head around the entire situation because it was moving faster than my drunk mind could get a grasp on but then I felt her hot breath against my ear.
“She would have never been able to satisfy you enough, she would have never been able to rule alongside you. Not properly. She’s just a lowly omega after all.” She said.
