Love Novel 98

I shift, trying to find comfort as I sit on the chair. Jake is sitting beside me while Aiden and Zaid sit across from us.
My blood is rushing through me, my breath shallow. I’ve been trying to get this conversation started since we sat down
for dinner, but I haven’t been able to get the words out.
Zaid sets his fork down and leans back in his chair. I raise my eyes to him and can tell with just the tilt of his head that he
knows I have something to say. The last thing I want is for him to interrogate me.
I sigh. “Can we talk about how this is going to work?”
Jake turns to me mid-chew. “How what is going to work?”
I look at all of them before saying, “This relationship.”
Aiden looks at Zaid, then back at me. “What do you mean?”
I set my fork down and take a breath. “I mean, there’s three of you and only one of me. I don’t know… I don’t know how
I’m meant to juggle it. You and Zaid felt like a lot and now there’s a fourth person.”
Silence fills the room and I shift, grimacing when it makes the plug inside me move.
Jake clears his throat and then leans forward. “We need a schedule.”
Aiden groans immediately, throwing his head back in his chair. “Oh my God, you’re making this sound like a job.”
Zaid snorts, and I have to hide my smile.
“I hate the idea of something so rigid. What? I can only have my girlfriend on Mondays?” Aiden raises an eyebrow, clearly
distraught at the idea.
Jake shoots him a sharp look. “You got a better idea?”
“Yeah. Let it just happen naturally.”
Zaid doesn’t say anything, but I glance at him and see the way his jaw is tight, the way his fingers drum against the table.
He doesn’t like the idea of a schedule either. He acts when he feels something. I have no doubt about how impulsive he
can be.
I press my lips together, thinking. I get where Jake is coming from. If we don’t figure this out, someone is going to get
hurt. Not only are three men a lot for me to handle, but someone is going to feel left out. Still, the idea of scheduling
who gets my time like I’m booking appointments? It doesn’t feel right.
I take a deep breath. “Okay, what if, instead of a strict schedule, I decide which days I want for myself and which days I
need a break? The rest can just… flow naturally.”
Jake frowns. “That sounds a little too loose.”
Aiden grins, crossing his arms over his chest. “I think it sounds perfect.”
Jake purses his lips. “What if we at least each get a day a week?”
I smile, placing my hand on his arm. “I won’t leave you out.”
He eyes me.
“I promise. I want you all. Evenly.” For some reason, that statement makes my face burn and my breath catch.
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Zaid finally speaks, his voice low. A frown mars his face, and he tightens his hands into fists. “As long as I don’t have to wait for a fucking schedule to be with you when I want to, I’m fine with whatever you want.”
I smile at him, my chest tightening at the intensity in his eyes. “You won’t.”
Jake sighs, rubbing a hand down his face. “Okay, but you’re spending tonight with me.”
My body breaks into prickles, but I nod. “Okay.”
There’s probably a lot he wants to talk about. The brokenness in his voice tells me that it’s going to be a long night. It
doesn’t bother me; I need to make it up to him. Fix what I can for waiting too long.
Jake looks down at his plate, then frowns. “Are we done with dinner?”
My spine shudders, my heart rate spiking as I think about what he has next.
Ten minutes later, the dishes are in the dishwasher and the pots are soaking in the sink. Jake takes my hand and we all
make our way to the living room. When Aiden suggests we watch a movie, everyone agrees and I almost sigh with relief.
It gives me another hour at least to mentally prepare for my talk with Jake.
I sit on the couch between Jake and Aiden while Zaid sits alone in the recliner. He doesn’t seem bothered and part of me
thinks that it’s because Jake and Aiden were the blindsided ones tonight.
The movie starts off fine and I relax into the cushion, covering my legs with a blanket since I’m still only wearing Jake’s
shirt.
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The moment Jake’s hand grips my knee, I know I’ve relaxed too soon. His fingers are hot, soft, and they hold on tight to my knee and pull my leg to drape it over his lap. I tense, his name on my lips, to ask him what he’s doing when he trails
his fingers up my thigh and right to my clit.
I gasp, covering my mouth with my hand. Zaid looks back at me, narrowing his eyes and then looking at Jake.
But Jake is watching the movie, his face serious and hard like he isn’t rubbing circles around my clit. Zaid returns his
attention to the movie, but his shoulders are tense, his jaw clenching.
Jake moves his hand slowly, his fingers soft. Nothing about this makes me feel like he actually wants me to come. I wrap
my hands around his arm and lean toward him. “Jake.”
He shakes his head once, not even looking in my direction.
Aiden’s hand grips my other thigh and heat rushes through me. He does the same as Jake, draping my leg over his lap,
but he doesn’t look for my clit.
He plunges two fingers deep inside me and I moan, throwing my head back onto the couch. My hips jerk and I’m seeking
my release, the pent up pressure already too much to take.
Jake still refuses to look at me, but when I look at Aiden, he’s looking right at me. Now, I feel like I have someone on my
side. I lean toward him, begging with my eyes. He smiles, slightly shaking his head.
God, the wetness is pouring out of me, my orgasm right there.
The warmth of the blanket disappears, and I gasp, turning to face Zaid. He has the blanket in his hands, his eyes glued to where Jake and Aiden are playing with me. His eyes darken, focus sharpening.
Fuck, yes. That’s enough to drive me over the edge. The hunger in his eyes is enough to take me over the edge. The
attention of all three of my guys makes the adrenaline rush through me. My lips part and I feel my muscles about to
contract-
“She’s about to come,” Zaid says in that beautiful, gravelly tone.
Jake and Aiden pull their hands away, leaving me breathless and completely unsatisfied.